It's Friday!

Hi loves, I am so glad it is Friday! It hasb't been a bad week, but I always look forward to weekends. Anyways, anyone have special plans? I am going to my besties birthday party tonight, church tomorrow, dinner party for another friend's bday, and we are going to Oktoberfest, which we do every year, so I will definently take pictures for you all to enjoy. Hope you have a great weekend!

On a fairly weirder note, yesterday me and the beau broke up! I am honestly just a little inch sad and thats about all. I knew that it would eventually come to this, so I have been prepared to deal with this. He was a great guy, but in the midst of all the things he was telling himself, he didn't know how to be in a relationship and he wasn't ready for that. He had way too many irons in the fire and I just happened to be somewhere in between all of that and that just doesn't work for me. I just wanted to know that I was important to him, that I mattered, that I was an intrigal part of his life and even though he would try, I never felt it. He started off that way, but got way too comfortable and never could keep it up. Truth be told, because I didn't feel important, it my trust with him questionable, along with a few other things, but I wouldn't be surprised if he had had someone else on the side. It hurts my feelings a little, because I am honestly a good woman and I hope all the things he was doing was worth losing someone great. And don't get me wrong, I loved being with him, but he just couldn't give me what I needed. I was really starting to become unhappy and then I thought about it, and realized even when I was single, I wasn't unhappy, so I can't let another human make me unhappy, and thats how I knew it would only be a matter of time. I had already talked to Leah about the whole situation, and explained to her that I was unhappy and she understood and she didn't want to see me sad, so that defienently went better than I thought it would. It's going to be okay, but I am not going to spend my weekend moping around, I am going to spend it busy with my daughter and there will be bad days, but it will all work out.